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Wednesday, 19 June 2019

So today I keep thinking what Im gonna do from now and on to be the “useful” person definition of mine. I mean it’s been almost 3 years I‘ve been doing such no good things something that I can be proud of for who I am. I was an English teacher back then, something that I best do back then, it’s been like forever if I wanna start to teach again I don’t think I could be able to do that. So I keep thinking what  can I do to give something for others, or for me in this case, coz If I can give something useful for other it means I can get my confidence and I know the value of myself . I just feel that I waste my time, I know it’s all my fault, I watch Korean drama often, download Running man show every week even if I watch it while I iron so I can do both the chores and watching. The fact that I want to earn my own money to sell my preloved clothes or unused cosmetics in carousel app which is don’t work I just need to do another plan. I mean selling online about some stuff or clothes it just doesn’t work well for me. I have some ideas to do things such as learning to knit (I found it hard to follow), learn to sew (it needs time coz I have to buy the machine and it’s quite expensive) . So I though what I already have the skill that I already own I don’t need money to buy or upgrade it so here I am try to write an English blog about various stuff that I’m struggling quite hard too but it’s okay its only the beginning right, I’ll come up with more ideas to write about so many things so I can share my thought about it and hope that it will useful for some people.

So I thing that’s for tunite while I’m thinking what I’ll write next hope I can continue doing this. So I can relief my stress out and keep writing even its not good to read well at least for me its like a cure to remain sane. But you know I don’t say that my life full of un happy things it’s like my life full of misery noooo Im grateful enough to have a loving husband and caring father for my son. I just need to do something more useful than watching running man show that I love so much hehe. If I can do this kind of writing blog stuff well I don’t feel quilty to watch more Korean drama or running man and other reality Korean shows. Hope it turn out well. Amiinn……ya Alloh please guide me as always